Friday, May 18, 2012

When will the fresh start actually be fresh....

So I opened this blog up about a year ago, I didn't share the address....made a couple of posts then let it fall to the wayside.   Oh, big surprise.  

So here I am deleting all of the old posts and starting fresh.  

It seems like I have been doing that a lot lately.    I just don't know what I'm doing wrong.   I seek minimal drama, minimal gossip, maximum good attitudes and maximum happiness......yet I still manage to get stuck in a web of gossip and b.s. that just isn't me.  How does that happen?   How do other people that you barely know manage to take your life and bring it down...

I don't know why but sometimes I feel like it's me...I try and figure out what in the world I did to get someone implicating me in a sitatuation that I have ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with! I live my life with yet a few simple rules.....1. Love God. 2. Love my children. 3. Love my husband. 4. Love others. No JUDGE. No GOSSIP. Try my best to do these things! #4! That means I try to see the positives of people, I try to see the bright side, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt. Try all I can, but dark shadows are making me cynical. It's definitely getting harder over the years.

The more you implicate me, the more you implicate my children, the more you implicate my friends with such falsities and dishonesties the more cynical I become. 

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