I'm so irritated by it all. I have two beautiful girls. One whom which was premature.....my biggest fear in life for her is people judging her and not challenging her. It seems like every day I watch people as they judge her in her size, in her vocabulary, in her speech delays. It may not be much to other people's struggles but it hurts down to the pit of my soul. And to be quite honest, I'm sick to my stomach about it. Even people who spend loads of time with her and see what a ray of sunshine she is still manage to be judgemental. You are supposed to love her and care for her and nurture her but instead you are passing judgements about her.
As Mother Teresa said, “If you judge people, you have no time to love them.”
I wish more people were like that.
Friday, May 18, 2012
When will the fresh start actually be fresh....
So I opened this blog up about a year ago, I didn't share the address....made a couple of posts then let it fall to the wayside. Oh, big surprise.
So here I am deleting all of the old posts and starting fresh.
It seems like I have been doing that a lot lately. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong. I seek minimal drama, minimal gossip, maximum good attitudes and maximum happiness......yet I still manage to get stuck in a web of gossip and b.s. that just isn't me. How does that happen? How do other people that you barely know manage to take your life and bring it down...
I don't know why but sometimes I feel like it's me...I try and figure out what in the world I did to get someone implicating me in a sitatuation that I have ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with! I live my life with yet a few simple rules.....1. Love God. 2. Love my children. 3. Love my husband. 4. Love others. No JUDGE. No GOSSIP. Try my best to do these things! #4! That means I try to see the positives of people, I try to see the bright side, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt. Try all I can, but dark shadows are making me cynical. It's definitely getting harder over the years.
The more you implicate me, the more you implicate my children, the more you implicate my friends with such falsities and dishonesties the more cynical I become.
So here I am deleting all of the old posts and starting fresh.
It seems like I have been doing that a lot lately. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong. I seek minimal drama, minimal gossip, maximum good attitudes and maximum happiness......yet I still manage to get stuck in a web of gossip and b.s. that just isn't me. How does that happen? How do other people that you barely know manage to take your life and bring it down...
I don't know why but sometimes I feel like it's me...I try and figure out what in the world I did to get someone implicating me in a sitatuation that I have ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with! I live my life with yet a few simple rules.....1. Love God. 2. Love my children. 3. Love my husband. 4. Love others. No JUDGE. No GOSSIP. Try my best to do these things! #4! That means I try to see the positives of people, I try to see the bright side, I try to give people the benefit of the doubt. Try all I can, but dark shadows are making me cynical. It's definitely getting harder over the years.
The more you implicate me, the more you implicate my children, the more you implicate my friends with such falsities and dishonesties the more cynical I become.
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